Fallout

laughter expands
crescendo
belonging
one with the world

bang

sink low, low, low
shock
choke
pretend
wonder
but never ask
what do they think of me?
and
is it bad?

it's bad!

if they go away
when
when
when I mean

what did I do?

no matter
how good
i must be
deep down
just
bad

alone = easy
alone alone
alone with people

no difference
no escape

no clues
no discussion
no say

end of day
end of days
left alone
to control
control
control
what I can
nothing

except being alone